chilling at work

I am being laughed at by my colleagues in a good way that just adds to me being eccentric.  
Instead of stressing over little things I now just say 

Chill

Instead of eating cakes, chocolates, biscuits or other such really really nice things I have been heard to say

they are the work of the devil just making my hips fat

being laughed with instead of laughed help with my self esteem, it is still a mixture of good and bad days but the days of utter despair are thankfully reducing